NeoFreeZone

I need a man
who can hold my hand
and let me sink in the silent moments
of our dreams

An extraordinary link
that inspires me to do my thing
to effortlessly win
the challenges life brings

I feel for you, you see
with you I’m feeling free
I see you next to me
the way I want to be

If you don’t love me go
it’s out of my control
please tell your heart the truth
and I’ll make sure I wait for you

Rosh Li

You are my past
will deal with you fast
I’ll sort you out for once
without a hint of arrogance

You drained the love from me
the drops fell silently
between two worlds of madness
you caused me so much sadness

I learned my lesson well
and free from deadly spell
I thought it could be different
you turned us into misfit

I can’t accuse you
my stubbornness amuse me
You had me once – forever
I’ll dance with you – never
You had me once for real
My love you’ll never steal

Rosh Li

It’s been a while since someone has managed to inhabit my mind for so long. It’s such a rare occasion that I’ve forgotten how to cope with this kind of situation.

For a person like me this state of affairs is quite inconvenient. After several hours of contemplating what to do I’m too exhausted to make a decision so I just let the pen take the lead.

The truth is I don’t know you, we’ve never spoken but we met each other’s eyes. Sometimes people live with one another for several years but they never look into their eyes the way we did when I passed you by.

I admit, this one is quite subjective and has the potential to drag away the main point.

And the point is, I like my life the way it is and I’m not ready to change.

According to my last calculations:

Worst case scenario: You also felt the same when our eyes merged into one sight which gives you a pretty good idea what this could turn into.

Best case scenario: You have a girlfriend. Please tell me you are taken.

I just love myself too much to give up so easily. The resistance continues.

Imagine these two operating systems were actual humans. Born in 1984, since then they’ve come a long way. Both had their ups and downs, but they’ve made it! Linux and Mac individually outperformed Mr. Windows. I don’t need to describe his lousy personality. Encountered by all of us in one way or another, we are all familiar with the uninspiring feelings he leaves after using his services.

I’m a Mac. I function and I do it well. I had a bit of a breakdown in the beginning…I was young and I didn’t know how to react to the outside world. However, I made a comeback, a big one. I admit I’m addicted to aesthetics combined with logic and that costs. I need to maintain my perfection and in the current system, unfortunately, that means money.

Linux, ah…that’s another story… I observed him from a distance and how he impressed me, the rebel, my sweet anarchist OS, always working hard, sharing not wasting a second. Almost with no resources beating the filthy rich arrogant Mr. Windows at his own game. A fine example of a possible social model I have a special place in my heart for you, Linux-boy.

Who said romance and software don’t look good together?

Osho on marriage & children

We’ve been partying all night. Started drinking early. I wasn’t myself … The alcohol penetrated every single cell in my body. The result was unladylike attitude complemented with aggressive black-outs. Tried to analyse afterwards – couldn’t really figure where did this negative energy flowed from..? At least, it was out of my system.

Next thing…7AM, beautiful morning. The Sun is shining and probably has no idea how drunk we are. A decision is made, we are going to visit one of its favorite places. An empty, nicely hidden beach just outside the city.

Finally alone, myself and him, sitting on huge rock few meters from the shore, silently watching the Sun waking up from the sound of the waves. It’s not so peaceful though. There is tension in the air and it’s not the uncomfortable silence, he is just too turned on to think of that. I notice too but prefer to look at the Sea and pretend it is one of those romantic instances. Suddenly he breaks the moment with the question: “G, would you give me a B-job?”

I look ahead. I have to remind myself of the surroundings. I need something visual and truly beautiful to neutralize the sound of his words. It’s amazing what the combination of Sun & Sea can achieve. After 3 seconds I smile and very politely say: “Nope”.